is it too much to ask?

why is it that the one thing i want really bad is eluding me?
my life is full.
complete.
i feel ready.
but i suppose i'm not REALLY ready...
because i know that if i was truly ready i would have what i want.
so i guess i just need to wait.

k. i get it.

thanks.

oh, and if you are listening HP... please let me stay in LA for residency....
PLEEEEEEAAAAASSSE!!!??!

this shizz is serious.
kthxbye.